ello there... well, today had E-maths paper 1... until 9.45am... i din get to finish da paper... itz lyke da firz few qns was easy but da last few qns are difficult... i can't do... den think think & think... when at da last minute den i think i noe how to get da ans but t0o bad alreadi... time's up... can't finish da paper...haishh...

newaez, afta da paper, went wif mel, dama & siti to jurong library... study for da coming exams... haishh... stress. stress. AND more stress. haven started studying for chem yet... accounts paper 1 & chemistry paper iz on monday & i dun think im getting any closer to studying for both subjects... in fact, i've no idea wad will be tested for chem.... haishh... i dunno lahh... suddenly feel lyke there's no point in studying hard for exams anymore... itz lyke wad i've lost will never kum back to me... im tired & sick to think abt it but i can't help it.... & when i think abt it, i can't seem to concentrate on anything....

haven been in touch for months & now he's msg-ing me again... i dunno wad im supposed to feel abt dat... should i even care in da firz place?? haishh... im confused. lost. hurt. glad. haishh... i dunno... wad will happen diz time? maybe i shouldn't even spend my time thinking abt diz... maybe i should juz concentrate on my exams for da time being... yeahhh... datz it... haishh...

another thing iz i've lost interest in chem.... i used to lyke chem, u see... haishh... i hope all diz stress abt exams & stuff will be over quickly lyke how it started... y muz we haf all diz st0opid exams anyway?? ouhya...btw, i have bought da Shooting Stars original soundtrack....