im feeling stressed. t0o stressed. ppl everytime say dat i dun even l0ok stress. n0e y?? c0z i dun sh0w them dat im stress. im alwayz da sia02-crazy kind when in fr0nt of ppl but deep inside, u dun even n0e wad im feeling. a l0t has happenned da past few dayz n i din g0t a chance t0 update in my bl0g c0z t0o bz. s0 here iz juz a brief one k.

Thursday>> had napfa in da aftern0on afta sk0ol. as usual, i failed my standing br0ad jump. i juz c0uldn't get myself t0 jump. argh. >_< afta napfa, i wanted t0 g0 back t0 class t0 get my bag n g0 h0me. but sumthing else happenned. i f0und my skirt in a mess on my chair n wallet g0ne. wad da hell sia. luckily, my hp still there. i lata f0und out dat yanjing n janus 0s0 had their wallet st0len fr0m their skirts but hp still there. my mind wasn't thinking straight afta dat. s0 i juz packed my bag n da 3 of us went t0 da general office t0 rep0rt abt our missing wallets, acc0mpanied by shi hui n sheryl. ms lim was 0s0 there. she's real nice mann. she t0ld me a l0t of things. ermz...yar... im n0t g0ing t0 elab0rate abt da rest.

Friday>> n0 rep0rt abt my wallet. btw, special thanx t0 sheryl. she's helped me a l0t. u haf been a nice fren. 0s0 thanx t0 shi hui. thanx 4 da sms. it realli lifted my spirits.

Saturday>> had band prac. diz was da last saturday band prac f0r da sec 4s. mann... im realli realli g0nna miz them. i realli dun wan them t0 pass out. i dun wan t0 even think abt band practices with0ut da sec 4s. damn sure it w0n't be dat fun as alwayz. justin, h0ping u w0uld teach me frank sinatra s0l0 b4 u pass out if there iz ever a time. mann....my s0l0 sux n i dun wan t0 bec0me PP n haf all diz stress. n0b0dy n0es h0w stress out i am rite n0w... bec0ming a PP isn't easy w0rk, ya n0e... ppl expect u t0 be g0od in ur playing...be da best in ur secti0n... be da one wh0 can play ur s0l0s well... yar, datz wad my seni0rs expect me t0 be. but u dun n0e sometimes h0w hard it iz t0 try t0 pitch dat blardy high n0te & play as g0od as justin. im n0t an ex-tr0mb0ne player lyke him. u can't expect me t0 be playing as g0od as him. but let me tell u diz. i can try veri hard t0 haf a tr0mb0ne s0und lyke his. n i can pr0mise u dat i'll try my veri best. i juz need time. next year's serenade. it has t0 be better than last year's. heard dat we are playing blue shades. =)

i can't stand my parentz. examz are near n they expect me t0 study & study. my dad sayz t0 cut d0wn on my tv h0urs. but when i juz switch on da tv, he sayz y are u watching tv & n0t studying?? wah-lau. i can't stand diz. u think im a r0b0t izzit??!! i haven had time t0 even watch tv!! im busy wif my busy life. ccas haf been ending late. SYF in 5 dayz. u din even giv me any enc0uragement. u c0mmand me t0 d0 diz & dat. i feel lyke a slave. n0b0dy understands my life. i can't even haf my own free time. even t0 update my bl0g. my class iz s0 damn g0od in maths esp. a-maths & acc0untz. i feel as if im da l0usy one alwayz. y iz diz happening t0 me?? >_<

i need s0me0ne t0 lift me up once m0re. i feel dead. i juz h0pe s0me0ne w0uld juz listen t0 my cries every night...

& t0 da pers0n wh0 st0le my wallet... plz plz plz return it back t0 me. =(